alien home

deri….

next week maybe aku dgn family aku kena pindah rmh.MAk aku kata hari sabtu ni (besok) kitaorg sume sefamily kena basuh rumah,angkut2 barang bwk p rmh sewa tu then kemas skit2.Huh!mcm x de mood je aku nak buat keje2 tu sume.Mak aku ni btl2 confirm ke nak pindah?dia x nak pikir 4000 kali ke?Sedeynya…

Dh berape hari aku dok t’menung sengsorang kat pintu dapur rmh,pandang keliling rmh then tiba2 mengalir airmata aku.Chess…emosi la plk…pikir2 balik kat mana kitaorg sefamily,sedara mara aku sume nak cari buah2an tempatan bila tiba musim buah2an?Mana nak cari durian,manggis,duku,langsat,rambutan tu sume?bukannya x blh nak beli…tp pd aku dr beli baik makan sendiri punya.puas hati…

Mak usu aku ni memang spesis manusia paling bangang dlm dunia!Stupid the monkey!Apa pekdah yg dia dpt bila dia buat mcm ni?nak bolot kemewahan tu x de cara lain ke?pegi la rompak bank ke,jd penyamun ke…kan ke lebih senang.bkn mcm ni caranya…x pe la,hang buat mcm ni kat mak aku kat dunia hang dpt apa yg hang nak..tapi kat akhirat nnt hang menjawab la sndiri..

kalau la aku ni ada kuasa,nak je aku tukar mak usu aku tu jd busut…x pun jd kapal terbang kertas ke…boleh aku sepak suka2 hati aku..puas hati aku…Huh!stupiddd…!!!!!!!!

It’s late in the evening
She’s wondering what clothes to wear
She puts on her make up
And brushes her long blonde hair
And then she asks me
Do I look all right,
And I say yes, you look wonderful tonight

We go a party
And everyone turns to see
This beautiful lady
That’s walking around with me
And then she asks me
Do you feel alright
And I say yes, I feel wonderful tonight

I feel wonderful
Because I see the love light in your eyes
And the wonder of it all
Is that you just don’t realize
How much I love you

It’s time to go home now
And I’ve got an aching head
So I give her the car keys
She helps me to bed
And then I tell her
As I turn out the light
I say my darling, you were wonderful tonight
Oh my darling, you were wonderful tonight

**ada someone dedicated lagu ni utk aku..tp aku dgn dia skang ni dh "off"..kengkadang tu bila dgr lagu ni aku sedey sgt dan secara automatic aku t’ingt kt dia.

Kau kata kau cinta
Kau kata kau sayang
Kini entah di mana
Tiada lagi kemesraan

Kau kata setia
Hanya aku saja
Tapi hilang ke mana
Tiada lagi keriangan

Ku tabahkan hati
Ku genggam azimat
Untuk ku balut luka semakin mendalam
Biarku hadapi walaupun tergugat
Akan ku benamkan biar jadi debu

Kini ku mengerti
Istilah sebenar
Di dalam bercinta
Tiada kepastian
Tiada penentuan
Akan kebahagiaan
Semua percintaan
Haruslah berkorban
Tiada batasan

Teratai

Oh teratai bunga indah
Engkaulah pujaan hatiku
Telah lama aku rindukan
Wahai teratai bunga indah

Sungguh cantik wajahmu
Sinar matamu bagaikan suria pagi
Setiap insan selalu terpikat
Memandang teratai bunga indah

( korus )
Ku tak menyangka
Wahai terataiku sayang
Badai taufan mendatang
Menghembus dirimu
Engkau pun terkulai
Dan merunduklah layu
Tak berseri lagi

Oh tolong, lindungilah dia
Agar ku dapat bersamanya lagi
Ku inginkan terataiku sayang
Berseri seperti semula
Teratai bunga indah

12 August 2005

Today is my besday yg ke 24…ayark!24 dh?tua dh aku..isk…sedeynya..azam aku sempena besday aku yg ke 24 ni..aku nak habiskan study aku secepat yg mungkin.org lain sume dh hbis study.,aku gak yg masih sebok nak belek2 buku…kesiannya aku.Jgn kata dh hbis study je,ramai kengkawan sek aku yg dolu2 sume dh kawen…dh beranak pinak.aku gak yg still single.tp x pe..single lg senang buat masa skang nih..bak kata org jawa tu.."single is simple"..kan..kan…kan…ala..bab2 kawen ni tolak tepi dulu.yg penting skang gue nak habiskan blajo dulu.kasi beres semuanya bru pikir kawen ke,anak ke,honeymoon ke.kahkahkahkah….

A’ah..cite psl besday aku ni,org pertama yg wiah kat aku ‘kwn’ aku yg blh dinobatkan ‘boypren’ aku buat masa ni.10hb dh wish dgn present skali.dia kata nak jd org pertama wish kt aku.second people yg wish adik angkat aku yg kat KL.baru pkl 11.30 mlm dh wish.Dia kata nk jd first person.sory la dik..adik org yg ke-2 wish kat akak…third people x boy aku.org keempat member baik aku(lelaki).12.30 mlm wish aku..aku bru je nk lelap mata.dan org yg kelima wish aku sesambil mengejut aku bngun dr tido ialah best pren aku yg aku kenal dr alam maya(forum akt mesra.net)..bdk intan.pagi2 kol aku wish hepy besday kt aku.Siap bgtau nk bukak topik utk aku kat forum.waduh..ntah apa2 je bdk ni.

tu je la kengkawan aku yg wish hepy besday utk aku tahun ni.kwn aku yg lelain dh x ingat kt aku..isk..sedeynya..kesian aku kan…

pkl 2 lebey td aku gerak dr rmh pie cosmo..saje lepak2 kat cosmo.boring gak asyik dok kt rmh je.lagipun classmate aku mintak report system..bg skali kat dia.masuk lab aku surf net,bukak mesra.net…lepak2…jumpa plk topik utk aku "Mana Aliencute" utk aku.intan punya keje.dia buat btl2 rupanya.ramai gak yg wish utk aku…intan_k,Ai Ling,nurinna_dalia,Dewi,t_rex,ArcaKasih…tq my prenz..

oklah..aku nak blah dulu.Rasa mcm lapor plk perut ni..mana la bebudak ni?x keluar kelas lg ke?c u then deri…

arini aku x de mood nak cerita apa2…rasa mcm nak tdo je…

zzzzz…..

Hari ni aku bz la jugak.Pkl 12.30 tghri aku keluar rmh then trus p TNB byr bil elektrik.lpas tu p mkn dgn member aku…lps tu plk pi Avon beli brg kwn aku yg dia order..lastly aku balik ofis jap.x sampai 15 minit aku dh kuar balik p betulkan motor.Pergh..bertahun aku kt kdai motor tu.dr 4.30 sampai 6.10 min.Adus..ngantok aku…terbang duit aku RM120..ntah apa yg aku betulkan agaknya.Tukar bateri la,tukar menatang tu la…tukar menatang ni la…
Lastly dek krn boring aku p cc,surf net jap..at least dpt gak aku cuci2 mata kejap..hehehe…..
dh 6.30?Aisey..jap lagi aku balik ar…lps mandi nnt nak p keje plk…waduh..penat sih…

Lonely I’m Mr Lonely,I have nobody,For my owwnnn
I’m so lonely, I’m Mr. Lonely
I have nobody, For my owwnnnI’m so lonely,

Yo this one here goes out to all my playas out there ya kno got that one good girl whose always been there like yaKno took all the bullshit then one day she cant take it no more and decides to leave
I woke up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn’t by my side, coulda sworn I was dreamin, for her I wasFeenin, so I hadda take a little ride, back tracking ova these few years, tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad, cuzEver since my girl left me, my whole life came crashin

I’m so lonely (so lonely),I’m Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)I have nobody (I have nobody)To call my own (to call my own) girl
I’m so lonely (so lonely)I’m Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)I have nobody (I have nobody)To call my own (to call my own) girl

Cant belive I hadda girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life, after all I put u thru u still stuckAround and stayed by my side, what really hurt me is I broke ur heart, baby you were a good girl and I had no right, IReally wanna make things right, cuz without u in my life girl

I’m so lonely (so lonely)I’m Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)I have nobody (I have nobody to call my own)To call my own (to call my own) girl
I’m so lonely (so lonely)I’m Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)I have nobody (I have nobody)To call my own (to call my own) girl

Been all about the world ain’t neva met a girl that can take the things that you been throughNever thought the day would come where you would get up and run and I would be out chasing uCuz aint nowhere in the globe id rather be, aint noone in the globe id rather see then the girl of my dreams that made meBe so happy but now so lonely

So lonely (so lonely)I’m Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)I have nobody (I have nobody)To call my own (to call my own)
I’m so lonely (so lonely)I’m Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)I have nobody (I have nobody)To call my own (to call my own) girrll

Never thought that id be alone, I didnt hope you’d be gone this long, I jus want u to call my phone, so stop playing girl andCome on home (come on home), baby girl I didn’t mean to shout, I want me and you to work it out, I never wished Id everHurt my baby, and its drivin me crazy cuz…

I’m so lonely (so lonely)I’m Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)I have nobody (I have nobody)To call my own (to call my own

huhuhu…arini aku ada kelas pkl 11.30 pg-1.30tgh.abis kelas je aku p mkn dgn classmates aku.Ingtkan lps mkn nak surf net kat lab,skali server down la plk.Chait!last2 aku p surf net kt cc je.Baru 15 minit aku panaskan kerusi x classmates aku dulu kol plk.Ajak aku p mkn.Nak buli aku la tu.x guna punya kwn.Lps mkn p pusing2,tawaf bandar 2-3 kali…angkut lg sorang member kt cosmo..pusing2 lg 2-3 kali.Adus..biol aku ikut diaorg.dah le aku sorang je pompuan,diaorg 3 org lelaki.Dibulinya aku sepuas hati.sabor je le…Pening aku dibuatnya.Sudahnya diaorg hntr aku kat cc yg aku lepak td dan aku pun sambung keje membuang masa aku….